November 2011
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You walk on like a man in suffering
Won’t even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don’t want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can’t let you go
When the...
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I’m still awake I can’t get the thought of him out of my head. I want to call him so bad but I know I shouldn’t. I just wish he didn’t give up on me that easily.
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Sigh…my mood isn’t getting any better no matter if someone tries to cheer me up. This whole month been really fucked up. And I’m shutting down everyday. I just wish he would understand me and not shut me out like he did.
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I sit alone and watch the clock
Trying to collect my thoughts
All I think about is you
And so I cry myself to sleep
And hope the devil I don’t meet
In the dreams that I live through…
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So it's my Fucking Birthday…
So it’s my birthday today… and I don’t feel like getting up from bed. This whole month has been really fucked up. My first boyfriend of 4 years broke up with me last week on the 11th (The epic wish day). I’ve been an emotional mess this whole week. I went to talk to him in person and he didn’t ever look me in the eyes. I haven’t heard from him since. He felt cold....
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Don't know why it happened to me -__-
Just think about it Lately I’ve been skeptical Silent when I would used to speak Distant from all around me who witness me fail and become weak Life is overwhelming Heavy is the head that wears the crown id love to be the one to disappoint you when I don’t fall down but you don’t understand when I’m attempting to explain because you know it all and I guess things will...
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October 2011
27 posts
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“A lot of shit bothers me, but I never say anything.”
– Me 